M is home February 7, 2008

So M, my sort of-not really-but I really wish he was but he’s too far away boyfriend has been in the hospital for a few days,and he’s home now. He’s been having lots of pain in his leg,and I guess they wanted to figure out what was going on. I don’t know for sure, because we haven’t talked in forever. I miss him horribly, and have been freaking out since he’s been in the hospital, because I didn’t know what was going on. I obviously couldn’t go to see him; he’s in France,but if I could have, I would have. I only found out he was home because he updated his facebook, and it kind of bothered me, but I’m over it. I just wish I could talk to him, but I fear he might be upset if I actually called him. It’s frustrating. I don’t know what I should do.

Philosophy is dumb February 3, 2008

So, I’ve not been writing blogs like I promised.  I have no excuse really, I’ve just been lazy. I’ve thought of several topics to blog about , such as why I hate philosophy*, why I’m an undecided voter, and smart things like that. When it comes time to put something down, all the funny things that I’ve thought of just goes right out the window, or it’s not as funny when I get it down. Or sometimes, all I really want to talk about is Britney Spears, or whine about how much my life sucks, or how therapy is going, and I think that y’all may not want to hear about these things. I originally started this new blog to try to prove to people that I’m not some dumb, shallow girl who’s only concerned with the latest celebrity gossip and who’s wearing the cutest shoes, when in fact, I am that girl.  I also care about what’s going on in the world, enough to say that I think most of it is stupid. And there’s nothing wrong with that.  People shouldn’t have blogs to impress certain people, and that’s what I was initially trying to do, but that’s too much pressure, and I honestly don’t want to think that much. I think the people that aren’t impressed with what I’m blogging about don’t need to be reading my blog anyway. 

* I do really, really, really hate philosophy. There’s a story behind this opinion, which I will be posting soon.