http://shallowdeep.wordpress.com Making contradictions since 1980 Sun, 18 May 2008 10:12:19 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en Something I said in responding to a thread on GCN: "Life is short, and there's too much joy in the world, and you'll miss it if you're afraid of the pain  that comes every once in awhile." So very,very true.  And, I need take my own advice. I've missed out on the joy for far ... http://shallowdeep.wordpress.com/2008/05/18/a-3am-thought/ A conversation between my roommate and I: Me: Oh look, the GCN conference is going to be in Anaheim, California this year. That's close to where I grew up, I can go see my grandpa. Tia, my roommate: How far is your grandpa from there? Me: About 45 minutes. Tia: You won't go. Me: Why ... http://shallowdeep.wordpress.com/2008/05/15/thanks-for-the-support-bitch/ So awhile ago, fringes over at www.650miles.com(I can't figure out how to link it, so if anyone can give me advice on how to do that, let a girl know.) tagged me for a MeMe, and I actually typed up a really good one, but I erased it somehow. I ... http://shallowdeep.wordpress.com/2008/05/05/book-meme-finally/ I was driving home from a coloring party tonight( a random party where we all sat around and grazed on food and colored each others hair-fun times), and I looked at the car next to me, and there were some girls who were all dressed up for prom, probably on ... http://shallowdeep.wordpress.com/2008/04/27/prom/ "What's there to say about a life of struggle when others have had it so much worse? I'm still alive" I think that when I die, I'd like to have this on my tombstone. (Not that I want to die anytime soon, because  I totally don't ) I'm not sure who said it, but ... http://shallowdeep.wordpress.com/2008/04/02/a-quote/ I'm sorry I'm not updating much. I feel that I should write something everyday, but when I log in to write a post, I realize that I have nothing to say.  A few hours go by, and then I think of something interesting to write about, but I don't have ... http://shallowdeep.wordpress.com/2008/03/30/everything-and-nothing/ What do I mean by that? Well, for the longest time, I've been living life in a sort of...fog.  Just..surviving. Going to work, coming home, eating dinner, getting online, going to bed.  Not really socializing with anyone, and not accomplishing anything that I wanted to do. And, it's not getting ... http://shallowdeep.wordpress.com/2008/03/10/a-moment-of-clarity/ This post was originally supposed to be about therapy, but lately I've been posting various passive- aggressive facebook status updates, that I thought it time to air my grievances.  So, In no particular order, why I'm so ticked off: 1. I want to be on GCN radio: I've really been mad about this ... http://shallowdeep.wordpress.com/2008/03/09/why-im-ticked-off/ So M, my sort of-not really-but I really wish he was but he's too far away boyfriend has been in the hospital for a few days,and he's home now. He's been having lots of pain in his leg,and I guess they wanted to figure out what was going on. I ... http://shallowdeep.wordpress.com/2008/02/07/m-is-home/ So, I've not been writing blogs like I promised.  I have no excuse really, I've just been lazy. I've thought of several topics to blog about , such as why I hate philosophy*, why I'm an undecided voter, and smart things like that. When it comes time to put something ... http://shallowdeep.wordpress.com/2008/02/03/philosophy-is-dumb/